Given what had happened in recent weeks, I seem to have sunken into mild depression. I can’t think clearly, tears seem to be on the verge of spilling, no sense of time; just like before.
Take me away… Breathe…
My wants are my curse; my needs are my death. No longer do I want to feel but […]

Dear Ah Kong,
it was today that you left for the next journey nine years before. I was one of your favourite grandchildren. Do I, however, even know if you’d still love me the same for what I have become? Have I become your shame?
I live some days in fear of being left forlorn by those […]

I apologise for still not getting a domain name. I was under the impression that GoDaddy accepted cheques outside of the US but I was wrong.
Despite so, I may have found an alternative that costs slightly steeper prices. That, however, will have to wait as I have no cash at the moment; I spent it […]

I have been slacking off recently. Overemphasising on my other goals, I neglected the rest. Hence, to kick start the week, I have to:

practise my writing
increase my vocabulary (includes reading)
practise contact juggling
do a ‘goth look’ analysis
meditate (I’m not really living life at this stage, by my standards. A month ago I was more systematic.)

Although I […]

When I was still schooling, you told me you only grumble about school grades. That was a lie. Years ago you told me you would not meddle in my personal decisions. But that too was a lie.
You feign openness just to lure me to the open, but once again its just fake parental bullshit. Don’t […]