For hours, I sat atop the wooden bench within the olden crowded house. Despite my desire to fit in, I did not; I could not. I was a near stranger to the family I’ve known since childhood.
No longer was I the leader of my generation of cousins. With interests so unlike and the effects of […]

Remember my previous entry with the erotic sonnet? One should never entertain such thoughts, especially when pain entails at the end. Forget what I said; so long as one lives, the  spectrums of pain and pleasure is of certainty.
Somehow, someday, I want to do something drastic. I have yet to know what but definitely I […]

Wishful Androgynous Lust
In darkened skies -the moon, the stars- they glow,
My heart, my soul, my bed belongs to you.
Eyelids shut and thence, thy sensual dew.
Beguiling scent; tight cords that bind my bones.
Stifled by sweet lips, the groans and moans…
An angel’s face, no doubt, the devil’s deal!
Charming eyes of fiery passion brew,
My wish, as such, for […]

This is quite a simple entry but I deem it important. This is my form of closure before I undertake higher education; to leave behind whoever I’ve come to know and attached to. In the past, I was rather melodramatic about change but now the fact of impermanance is settling in.
This is a dedication to […]

When one has something to hide, he would either lie or speak ambiguously, sometimes both. It’s very much the same in novels, and is written with skillful subtlety; so only the handful who are observant and analytical would notice them.
On the subject of ambiguousness, I’ve used it a great deal of times, going to the […]