Archive for July, 2007



Paradoxical Dilemma

When forced to make a choice to lose love, or to lose the people you love, what would you choose? The first has no guarantee, the latter will happen. I fear the day when such a decision shall be foisted upon me.
I hate you people. With your bloody eyes closed, you speak. To boost your […]

Least did I expect my negative feelings to intensify. Two projects down, and three major ones to go. My revision has been put on hold. Even more importantly, my leisure time has been cut to zero. Had I not insisted on Potter-watching, that pleasure would be gone too.
Perhaps I should be more stringent and less […]

Digress… My Paranoia

Yea, I know, the blog is falling apart. Had I the time and energy, I’d salvage it. But no, I’m drained mentally and emotionally.
If not for Harry Potter, I’d be near death. Worse off than death! To go through a montonous term, like a robot.
After this lapse of time, I still feel so out of […]