Harris and I met up earlier this evening to discuss our start-up plan for an apparel business. To be honest, I doubted our success rate when he first mentioned the idea last week. However, upon developing a niche during the course of the conversation, I decided that the plan was worth embarking on.

And today, we finally defined what we want the brand to portray, but it has to be brushed-up. I hope to finish one-third of the business’s executive summary by Monday. The only problem that surfaced is the brand name. We had one, but lost it; someone else had already registered it as a trademark.

That said, based on pure spontaneity, I’ve decided to post short weekly (or more) confessions of my faults. You see, I have some issues that I have been denying for years. They are simple issues but having denied them, they seem to have become more problematic.

I have grown sick of deceiving myself, thereby denying my opportunity to deal with these problems. By being truthful to myself, I hope to work on them without procrastination! I fear these issues so much because they hit the core of my identity.

For example, these questions:

• Why do I speak less or remain quiet when in a group?
• Why do I speak inaudibly sometimes?
• Why do I give up when I hit certain snags?
• Why I prefer to work alone for a project when the option is available?
• Why do I use overly complicated English?

I can honestly say I have no answers for some questions. I have denied some issues for so long that I have forgotten it in its entirety. And in denial, I also deny the solution. Stupid me. That’s all for this portion.
Updates: Almost completed learning the basics of CSS and XHTML. Will be building my uncle’s site soon.

- Logen