I’ve shackled myself in a loop of procrastination. That is old news, so is my confession of it.

I observed myself, leaving important tasks for last. To dawdle with irrelevant junk as if time had taken a holiday. I dawdled until my last few waking hours. Doomed to leave it for the next day.

My dawdles indicated purposeful avoidance to do a task. Why avoid on purpose? Was it, again, governed by fear… and convicted by pleasure (of doing something else). What am I afraid of? Success? Failure? Or was I simply excuselessly lazy.

All I know is just do it doesn’t make the cut as good advice. What must I just do, when I do not know exactly what to do. So was it just a lack of plan and detailed goal?

Unprecedented as it is, I conclude without clear conclusion. I will instead resolve to have a succinct goal, and a clear plan in mind. I shall gather my thoughts from the moment I wake. Show myself that my fears, if any, were stupid.

-Logen