I have started investing on domain names and have just started a trial run. Anyone interested in the name, SecretGrove.com, can offer me a price at the market place. There is honestly a lot of potential and versatility in this name, such as the fantasy genre, travel category or a blog of secret confessions.
Anyway, the […]

I’m not going to deny that melancholia is coursing through my veins. I had a fitful sleep last night. The twins party, which I attended yesterday, could not distract me from it.
It’s just painful. I’m scared to be depressed, like the last time. To be tortured endlessly by negative thoughts. Eventually you become passive and […]

So near and yet our hearts exist in different worlds. Salty tears meander from my eyes. But tears have little effect. The most you’d show your disgust or pity. Of which neither I want!
Though your words slice me so deep, I do not blame you. Maybe you mean them or maybe you just bear a […]

Feeling jittery about going back to school after the long vacation. Yea, I’m being stupid again.
I’m frightened of being left out during group works. I’m afraid to be laughed at, taunted at like some animal. Obviously it  has happened before in primary and secondary school; fortunately mostly not my classmates. It made me feel so […]

Apart from dyeing and ’straightening’ my hair tomorrow, the look I want is complete. I wanted an eccentric hair style, as mentioned in previous entries. Judging by the hearty laughter given by those bloody twins (Guan Kai and Guan Yu) when they saw me, I may have achieved that eccentricity. Another indicator was Ze An […]