I just feel like slapping your fuck face. Damn irritated. How many times, in ONE DAY must you ask me the same question on work progress! Do you think the bloody reply will change within one, two, three hours when obviously there had been lectures and tutorials.
You aren’t the only one with a busy schedule. […]

I awoke today resolving to be more postive. However, within two hours after reaching school, those familiar feelings of terror begun and intensified. It was not easy looking/being stoical.
With no reason why, I felt like tearing up. It was like last year during recovery. To mask my tears in the bus I pretended to be […]

Least did I expect my negative feelings to intensify. Two projects down, and three major ones to go. My revision has been put on hold. Even more importantly, my leisure time has been cut to zero. Had I not insisted on Potter-watching, that pleasure would be gone too.
Perhaps I should be more stringent and less […]

The bitch in me is back. NOT the good bitch but the recently evolved killer-bitch.
Murderous, thats exactly how I feel. I am supposed to screw my plans to finish my tremendous work-load during the weekend, just for the chee bai project meeting on Saturday!! And it’s not even fucking necessary…
Now those who do not already […]

Once again I crave for normalcy; to be like everyone else and conform my mind to the norms of society. Tell me how, not why. How could I have lived the past year till now, knowing the future is cursed.
I loathe acting out my life, having a mask stuck on the face. I miss being totally ignorant. After all, truthfully […]