Archive for the 'Out Of Control' Category



Battle of Perception

The future is bleak. I must prepare for the unending battle. My presence shall cease even before I’m rejected.
In a foreign land, I will conduct my career and affairs with dignity. One day my name will be among great people. But, subconsciously in the eyes of many, it remains in dirt -for now.
- Logish

Obvious But Oblivious

My mask hides from only the blind;
My pleas heard by only the deaf.
Like shipwrecks, I’m forgotten;
Left in an abandoned asylum.
My bestfriend in the glass,
but never can we touch.
- Logish

Struggling To Hold On

I apologise for I’m in no condition to do analytical entries for the time being. Just last night I had suffered a persisting emotional relapse which called up many memories I hold aversion against. I am emotionally exhausted from averting this perceived threat of sinking into depression.
On handling problems, I find it necessary to maintain […]

Yesterday was a horrendous mess of emotions. The many issues weighing on my mind, acted as an impetus towards my breaking point. However, unlike the previous time, I am thinking with much more clarity. Perhaps this is due to the plentiful experience I gained in this.
Despite not wanting to sink in further and suffocate, I […]

Leave me alone. It’s time I returned home, the place feared but truly I belong. Greeted by the gloomy walls, faceless souls, the asylum within. Eyes blank; mind numb; soul deceased. I sit enchained to sorrow, bidding the time for escape, once again.
Reach out in the darkness, only to be nestled by cold black […]